Not looking forward to the next couple of weeks. My daughter will be in FL with her dad, and I met an awesome guy I was planning on spending some great time with. That went to sh#t. In the span of a week, I succeeded, after being treated like a queen, to apparently scaring him off because I was honest and said I really liked him. If I would have played games and the hard-to-get role~it seems I would still be in what I thought was pleasant company. I now know he's an ass, but that was after I opened my heart. Now I'll be spending a beautiful Memorial Day weekend in the company of me, myself, and I. Not bad company~if I might say, but life is a little more exciting if you have someone to share it with. You know, in times like these I need to remember the beauty of solitude and the fact that I deserve better. What really gets my goat though is that he made excellent friends with my daughter, and now she misses him. It's one thing to be an ass to another adult, but you don't bring the feelings of a child into it. I usually have better judgement than this, but I was blinded by charm. Now I'm just pissed at myself. Damn Irish men!! Next time I'll remember to keep them in their place!! HAHAAh well-another of life's little lessons...slow and painful process...but think of what a well-rounded person I will end up becoming?? Hey, I'm trying to be positive here...bear with me!