Personal Ads..lowest Form Of Humility?
:hug:Just sitting here tonight actually placing an ad on a personals page. God, that feels so desperate. And you know people think you have to be a total pig (no offense to pigs) to be sitting at home by yourself and placing a personal ad! It was so much easier to meet people when I was younger; even in college it wasn't too hard. Now in the "real world" I never see anyone one but my daughter and the postman(and he's not my type!) Most of the time I don't mind being alone, but these late nights when I am stuck here because I'm a responsible parent sometimes suck. Especially when I watch a damn episode of Nip/Tuck-that's torture! It's so frustrating; I know I have a lot of good qualities, and the blonde hair, blue eyes and double D chest are usually favorable as well-so why I am here alone?? I miss going out with friends to a cool club and dancing-having a few drinks and flirting-I really miss flirting. Just mingling with others. But I'm in such a weird category. I'm not married, so I really don't hang out w/married people(they don't do too much anyway, and I know because I was married once!) I'm not really a "single" person, because I can't go out whenever I want because I have a daughter to take care of. I'm a pretty open person, but when it comes to approaching men-I don't do it. Unless I have quite a few drinks, then I probably come off as a complete idiot! This may sound horrid, but I almost wish I had the money to call an "escort" service for a guy. At least I could request a few specifications and he would be really interested and attentive because he's getting paid! HA-HA. Most of the time just working 40 hours/week and taking care of a kid keeps me busy...but sometimes you just want some opposite sex interaction-no pun intended! Or was it??:)
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