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Life Makeover

It is time for a makeover. My hair, my clothes, my body, my LIFE. Something in me died a few years ago, and I have to get it back, or else life is not worth living anymore. I've been told I'm in a prolonged state of shock.... Most likely brought on by #1 Wendell, and his absue from 1996 to 1998. #2 Laury's death in 2000. #3 My own car wreck, in 1992. and #4 A lifetime in a toxic environment, where I had to 'grow up' far faster than I should have. I don't think just ONE of these things got me to
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The Journal Of Alex Ventoux

M I L L E N N I U M  THE JOURNAL OF ALEX VENTOUX Quotations from "LUMINARY" Episode #2.12 [MLM-212] (5C12)] https://millennium-thisiswhoweare.net/guide/transcript/212/luminary/ ---------------------- I never thought it would it would end like this. To tell the truth, I never thought it would end at all.There are forces acting on us, with or without our consent, forces sure of themselves as gravity. I thought knowing myself with the same certainty would keep me safe.
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Today's X Files Video, to "Iris"

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Latest updates

It's been a while since I've posted an update. This is partially due to the stress and anger this situation has caused. The closing date for our house has been put off FOUR times, all due to things not in our control. Our part in this is squared away, but there have been clerical errors, people not getting inspections done at the proper times, etc. Then, Friday the 18th, a bomb was dropped. Suddenly, an inspector said he did not like the way the foundation was done on the house (it was
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Meanderings In The Middle Of The Night....

It's after 2 in the morning.... I'm on the phone with Terry and wandering through TIWWA... And wondering how I got so totaly *BLEEPED* in the head. I drift from idea to idea.... unable to actualy focus on one thing that I realy want to do. I've been like this all my life. I have this feeling that I have some kind of creative talent...something I could do. But, everything I start to do I feel like such a pathectic looser at. A poser. I've dabled in a few things that I realy would love to
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Revelations

It has been 4 years since I joined TIWWA. So many things have happened in that time.... both in my personal life and with my involvement with the group here. Well, I have lately come to realize that there are parts of my mind... my spirit... my soul... which are in pain, and need to be healed. My best friend, Selfosophy Psycho (who has been like Mulder to me over the years) gave me a "safe place" to release some of the demons of my past, and for this, I thank him. He helped me grow more
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Pick a topic, any topic.....

A few strange events in the last week have me wanting to take advantage of creative opportunities, and grow more in whatever abilities it is that I have.........even if I don't even know they are there yet. This blog is one such gift/tool that I feel isn't being used to its highest potential. (neither is the rest of me) I've wandered for so long in my life..... always hoping for some divine inspiration to show me the way. This may be in relationships, in careers, or even just what to mak
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Notes for a video project

I had thought of making something like this before, just for the fun of it, but after watching a small commercial about "Mind Movies" and the power of intention, where the host was trying to sell a package for almost 30 bucks to walk you through doing what I'd already thought of doing.....just for fun....a long time ago, I've decided to go through with my plan. This was actually going to be my entry into the 10-13 Idol contest I've started. I have posted that one little quick video I made wi
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That Is All I Have To Say...

Below is today's exchange in the stupid soap opera that has arisen because of my refusal to be treated like a 2nd class citizen any longer by a so-called "friend". What she said is in quote...my response is not. My God! When did I ever say I wanted you to see me as a victim and pity me??? There is a difference between that and total lack of acceptance and compassion for another person's hardships! Poverty is a hindrance that can be overcome, too, but that does not mean that if someone reache
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Ahhhhhh........closure......................

Ahhhhhh........Closure...................... Today's Email exchange with Karen. ___________________________________________________________________________________Erin,I am sorry if I have hurt you. It was never my intention. When I told you we had changed our minds about renting the apartment, I asked you not to take it personally. I did not realize all the underlying issues involved. It seems to me you have taken this situation and blown it out of proportion. Maybe that needed to happen to h
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Muses in the middle of the night....

Tonight, I just watched several 3rd season Millennium episodes, including The Innocents and Seven & One. I feel like there's something inside me, ready to burst.... Or just that it's been in me so long it's outgrown its environment. I don't know if there's really something to all of this, or if it's all in my head. Either way, it's slowly eating away at me. I don't know what led to it, but Mom and I started talking about Laury's death this past week. She pointed out the fact tha
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Today's "Shippy" X Files Vidio!

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This Is Who We Are...

I'm writing a movie plot here in my blog. It will not be "Millennium-themed". It will be a totaly made up romantic movie, loosly inspired by some past experiences in my life.If I get it done, and get up the nerve, I'll open it up so others can read it here.
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A Realization... Time to get going...

I watched a DVD of the movie "Seabiscut" tonight.... Words cannot express what learning things I never knew about one of the greatest racehorses who ever lived and his jocky did to me. This horse was manipulated by his first owner and forced to be a looser, because they did not like his attitude, and wanted to use him to teach others to win. He was held back for the first few years of his life. His rider was a guy who'd gotten the short end of the stick his whole life, since this was
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On Vacation!

Terry is on the road by now, driving here all the way from Pennsylvania. He'll be here by tomarrow afternoon. We'll be leaving Sunday, so I probably won't be able to check the board untill Monday.... But I'll still check in... even though I'm on "vacation" with him for TWO WEEKS! :swingin': I can't wait to see him again... plus I just really need to get out of here for a while. I'm so immerced (sp?) in the disfunction of this so-called "family" that I loose who I am. At least with Ter
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Another one bites the dust....

I feel like the "clean up crew" of TIWWA...ROFL! How is it that the ones that are *bleeped* in the head all find me! Delt with one troll a couple of years ago....and now a new one has waisted quite a lot of my time. All under the cloud of trying to HELP me. In January, I noticed a post by this guy (who shall remain nameless at this time), and it led me to create a sperate group. A "Millennium Group", of people who were trying to find out who murdered an 18 year old girl in 2005. I did
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O-K, fine.... one BONUS X Files "SHIPPER" video!

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Millennium video of the week...

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